How is your personality suited to making that adjustment?
I think I do have a tough personality in terms of being able to put my thoughts and feelings to the side to get a job done. In order to find joy in a profession like that, you have to be able to process the bad aspects of it. So I’ve had to get tough over time by just accepting that this is life. But there are a lot of good moments—the patients who do really well, the patients who are super thankful.
But your path is about to change. You’re going to graduate school in August?
CRNA (certified registered nurse anesthetist) was always my goal, but you have to be a nurse before you can be a CRNA. I knew I wanted to be in ICU, and I love neuro. I’m really thankful for the time I’ve had there. I think God puts you exactly where you’re supposed to be, and those lessons become clear as time goes by. I think I’ve had that with the Canes—and I’ve had that with my job—and I’m looking forward to seeing whatever He wants to show me in this next step of life.
With graduate school ahead, does that make it harder to figure out where music might fall into your life?
I’ve thought about that. Now that I’m going to school and it’s three years, I guess it will be put on hold even longer if I were to want to pursue something. I hope it never goes away. I hope I never lose that aspect. Even if it means coming back and singing for the Canes a couple times a season, then that’s great. I’m really thankful they’ve let me do that. My priority is getting my feet under me, making sure that I’m on the right track in terms of what I want my future to look like.
A lot of children go through performing arts programs with hopes of being a singer or performer. What would you say to those parents who have a 7-year-old at home who wants to pursue that track?
I would say not to push them. I think my parents did a great job of letting me kind of navigate it. If it was something I was passionate about, then we did it, but my parents never, ever pushed me to do any of the performing arts. They gave me a lot of responsibility in making my own decisions, which helped me mature in a way. To anyone who has a younger child who wants to do that, let them do it and support them through that journey. As soon as they don’t want to do it, don’t try to live vicariously through them. Don’t be a theater mom. If they want to pursue other things, then let them.
What do you think when you look back at your childhood self?
Just because my life looks a lot different now, I look back and I think it’s so cool. I babysit a lot and I see kids that are that age, and I think, I cannot believe that I was that young. I was performing in front of 18,000 people when I was a little nugget. It’s crazy to me. Honestly, I’m really grateful. I think back to my younger self and I don’t know why it was me who was chosen, but I’m so glad it was. I’m so thankful for the opportunity, the people I’ve met and the experiences I’ve had. It was really a once-in-a-lifetime type of gig.
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